about a year since my last post, and so much has changed yet nothing has
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 So i only have one job now, smith's. 14 hours a week, if i'm lucky. my credit card balance is back up to $1400 and Gaga is in less than two weeks which is in vegas. The problem isn't that i'm starving or anywhere near that. the problem is i'm surviving but not living. the biggest problem is i have no idea how to get back into college and pay for everything. i need help but i'm not sure who to ask for it. i'm so disappointed in myself. i'm aware that i'm lucky i have eric, my car, not bad credit, a zune, these few hours of work, and my friends but there are some big holes in my future. i'm not accustomed to not having money to spend. i don't regret any purchases, i love my zune, xbox, car, and ps3. they've improved my quality of life which is what they're for. i just need to get a job where i work enough to do school and work and not be completely burnt out like it was last time i did that. but last time was kinda unique cause marie wanted attention, eric arrived here, and i didn't have a car. blah i'm going to go tan now. then buy quarters so i can do laundry. eclipse tomorrow with hannah, ugh

worst day ever lyrics
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Six AM, the clock is ringing.
I need to spend an hour snoozin'
cause I don't think I'm gonna make it.

I punch in, I'm still sleeping.
Watch the clock, but it's not moving.
Cause everyday is never ending.
I need to work, I'm always spending.

And I feel like I'm living the worst day
over and over again.
And I feel like the summer is leaving again.
I feel like I'm living the worst day.
I feel like you're gone.
And every day is the worst day ever.

Yesterday was the worst day ever.
And tomorrow won't be better.
It's history repeating on and on.
Summer plans are gone forever.
I traded them in for dishpan water.
And every day is never ending.
I need to work, I'm always spending.

And I feel like I'm living the worst day
over and over again.
And I feel like the summer is leaving again.
I feel like I'm living the worst day.
I feel like you're gone.
And every day is the worst day ever.
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  • 16:27 @nessie13 good to hear he thinks he can pull stuff off that he can't #
  • 16:32 @nessie13 He can do so much better than that! And then he has done worse #
  • 16:54 is eating blueberries and is wondering what today will be good for #
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  • 06:33 Can already guess today will not be a good day. I really should have slept last night #

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  • 17:26 Has officially lost weight. Not good. Ps vegan body builders do not look healthy #
  • 20:02 The existance of heaven and hell are not valid reasons to be a good person. #
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  • 14:43 *nostalgic sigh* high school......just seems so long ago now #
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  • 10:02 Is late for work. He wants his car NOW #
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